Poor child, she seems very sad when I talk to her. But perhaps I'm projecting my own worry on her. I really shouldn't think such things about people, it's been a long time since I've known what normal and abnormal behavior is, I've been so apart. Perhaps that's been my greatest failure with Saya, letting her stay disconnected, she was so happy in Okinawa after all. [And now for the point.] I admit, I am not always easy to talk to.